Some thoughts have been running through this muddled, work filled mind of mine. There’ve been plenty decisions to make and quite frankly I think I’ve made the right ones.

I still haven’t properly met her after the hedkandy party Last December. Can you believe? Hikkaduwa was crazy for me at least and I was rather pissed off about being snobbed the weekend before. Anyway, the thing thats bothering me seems to be the fact that she’s leaving. Well its not bothering me. I’m quite happy that she’s finally got what she’s been wanting forever. Or has she? Well based on what I was told last year that’s what she wanted. Anyway, back to the point – I think I wanna see her before she leaves. Coffee? Drinks? Dinner? whatever, just sit down, have a few laughs, clear the air. Friends. But then there’s part of me that says she ain’t gonna even make a text message of a goodbye. If there’s anyone who could be more selfish than me sibling it’s her. And bloody hell it would be quite natural for me to find out from someone else that she’s gone.

Why am I even still on about her? I don’t know myself. I’ll let you know when I do get to know. In the meantime I need to reduce the alcohol intake on weekends and stop making a hash of my nights out. It’s become an embarrassing affair, this whole going out and getting plastered thing. I best stop it for a while, at least till December. I need to save up the cash for the Blackberry Bold.

Bloody disappointment in terms of the camera, which I believe I won’t be getting this week. CRAP!!!! What to do. On the other hand I am loving the new Bicycle. The Shimano geers and the front shocks rock….